Me, Myself, and Why.

So, I've been doing a lot of introspective thinking as of late. I love to 'people watch'. To try and figure out someone's life, what makes them tick, why they are going where they're going in the few brief seconds that I see them pass by. I wouldn't be surprised if I enjoy this so much because it means that I don't have to do the same to myself. If I'm busy figuring out the world, no need to figure out myself.

I'm both blessed and brutally cursed by the desire to do everything. It's really quite ridiculous and the sheer impracticality of these tendencies is surprisingly frustrating. I hear a song that I love, I not only want to be able to write music like that, but then to be able to sing in the same fashion, to write similarly poetic and deep lyrics, and to produce and record in a manner that makes you forget that it was produced or recorded. I see some ridiculous parkour video and think, "I can and will do that" as I sit on the couch eating popcorn. I see an episode of Castle focused on 'steampunk' and suddenly want to dress like an 18th century futuristic inventor. I see an amazing photo of the stars, and immediately set out to take a similar yet better photo.
I finished reading "Blue Like Jazz" today, a book that gives me this cool feeling and this oddly indescribable image of a 'vibe' that I want my life to have, and thought, I could, can, and will write a book like that. I suck at writing. I turned off the Kindle on which I read said book, and a pencil sketch of Mark Twain pops up as the background. I think to myself, "I can do that! I'm gonna start sketching and painting old artists because, lets face it, they're cool!" Its relentless.
I give you this ridiculous list not because I'm disillusioned enough to think that you give a crap, nor because I want to show off all of the fantastic things I'm interested in, but more to show that we all have this list of amazing things we want to do, and for some reason feel that the majority of life is completely giving up on our impractical dreams!
For some reason there is this ill-conceived concept that once I start doing something I love, that I must in turn give up every other dream I've had, because we only get one dream. I'm not entirely sure where I got this idea, but its quite unsavory. The reality is that we can do whatever the heck we want, yes, we'll have to work our tails off for the majority of it, and endure a surprising amount of stuff that we don't 'love' to get there. But the joy of it, is that in this journey to find our dreams, we usually run across things, friendships, and experiences, that are far better than the initially pursued dream.

As a disclaimer, I realize that chasing your dreams can be a very selfish ambition. I do, however, believe that when done with taste, and with a combined spirit of overall selflessness, dream chasing is what keeps us on our toes and less likely to live in a commonly occupied rut known as the 'American Dream'.

On a side note, I didn't begin to put a dent in my list. We didn't even get going on places I want to live or the plethora of creative projects I wish to complete.

This blog went nowhere, but it got my thoughts on paper, so thats cool. And by paper, I naturally mean the world wide web where everyone can now 'people watch' me.

Tick Tock Said the Clock

The past few months have seen us scurrying about like rats in a maze trying to get all our visa applications done on time. Well, the months of Jan and Feb anyways. March was the month of the ticking and tocking as the clock wound down to the day we had to be out of the country if our new visas failed to come through. April continued on in the same vein, with April 6th quickly approaching (the last day of our visa.) For some reason, we just never bought tickets home. That reason of course being God telling us to wait. So wait we did. Right through April 6th and into April 7th. Which is when we learned we would be able to stay. Haahaa. God doesn't mess around when He wants you to trust Him, He is going to make darn-tutting sure you are trusting Him. Every step of the way. Though I do have to say, we handled the stress pretty well all things considered haha. I, Lisa, had one day where I just wanted to KNOW. See, we knew my visa had come through by the end of March, so we were just waiting for Aaron's. Cause mine is no good with out his, I most certainly would not be staying here with out him!! Where he goes I go!!! :D 

 So yes, we have visas. And yes we will be staying here for the next year. We must be out of New Zealand by March 25th 2012. Just in time for me to turn 30. What happens after that is still up in the air in terms of small details. At least we have a large scale plan, go get our stuff, move it to Nashville, find a place to live, find a job, and Aaron doing his apprenticeship. how that all is going to happen, we have no idea yet. But hey, we got a year to figure it out now. That is a huge relief haha. And God has brought us this far, He will bring us in on the details once He deems us ready. Till then, we are just going to enjoy being here, with each other. And keep trucking on what He has for us in this moment, in this place. No sense worrying about what needs to be done tomorrow, when God already has the plan and you can just wait to Him to pass the word on down to us. :) 

 Also, I have decided we are the worst bloggers in the history of blogging. But hey, I think there are worse things to be the worst at.. don't you agree???

 Also, I was going to add a picture, but it won't let me. So this shall be a plain and bland post. I apologize on behalf of my worthless internet. :D

The Return of the King, I mean, the Neglected Blog...

     Hello Various People. I have become aware that I begin every blog wanting to apologize for not blogging, which is ridiculous because I am blogging right now not to mention no human should ever feel obligated to spill their guts online. Therefore, no apologies.
     Things have been good with us. We've changed our minds roughly 45 times about how long we will or will not stay and are currently planning on sticking around another year! This morning we finished the visa application process and now just wait to see what happens. Obviously, this is the best part, because theres nothing we can do, and can no longer beat ourselves up for our talents in paperwork-procrastination. No seriously I hate waiting. It turns out the only way to learn patience, is to be forced into a situation where you have to wait regardless of your patience, which is really lame.
     So here we are, assuming that we'll get the visa, mostly because this is the more convenient assumption. Assuming we didn't assume this, we would be plagued with worry since we'd have to wrap up our affairs and move across the world in a matter of 2 weeks if we get denied, which honestly is a plague I can do without for the moment. So we assume that we were correct in assuming that this is what God has for us, which seems like the most faithful and enjoyable assumption, assuming thats what you're in to.
     For those who don't know the game plan, we'll be here, we'll enjoy life as we do, then we'll move to Nashville. For those who know me (Aaron) very well, you know quite well that I have no particular desire to spend any substantial portion my life in the US of A. Have no fear, I'm cool with this, because while in Nashville I will be apprenticing as either an Audio Engineer or a Producer. Haven't decided yet, but thats cool, cause I don't have to yet. So thats the plan, I'm excited, cause I love living here, and another year sounds amazing, also I love music, mixing, recording, the works. Therefore, Nashville will be a blast as well! Things are looking good in the Glemboski house! I've been messing around, trying to get my crap together so that when I start the apprenticeship, I can be ahead of the game, or at least know what I'm talking about. So heres the stuff I've recorded thus far (My lovely wife even sings on them!). http://www.myspace.com/ravensheights
Alright, heres the truth. My dominant motivation in writing this blog was not to inform the lovely people browsing the internet of our life plan, but more to listen to good music and drink coffee. Mission Accomplished. Enjoy life people.